Brittany Murphy's dead, did you know? I didn't. At least not until yesteraday when I was in homeroom. My good ol pal Jenny informed me of this young actress' death. I was in total shock and could not believe my ears; I was bewildered. Everyone in my homeroom turned their attention to me as I went through my state of shock, yelling "what the fuck? shes dead!!" I didn't believe it, so i googled it. Apparently it was ruled out as an "accident." The website told me it was an pneumonia, an iron deficiency and multiple drug intoxication. She's a celebrity, so basically an over-dose? I guess she died approx two years ago, ish. And I had no sweet clue. Can you imagine? Guess I won't be seeing her in theatres any time soon. Soo weird. If you had no idea, like me, until you read this I guarentee you will go through shock as I did. My apologies. In conclusion I have realized I am an idiot and Brittany Murphy's dead.
- lou'anne
Wednesday, 16 March 2011
Friday, 18 February 2011
30 random facts about lou'anne
1. I can't sleep with my feet tucked in the blankets. They have to be out.
2. I've moved 7 times.
3. I grew up as an only child, but now I have 3 step siblings.
4. Instead of GTL (like jersey shore) my motto is SBL, sweats bun & lack of makeup
5. This is my fifth year of highschool.
6. I have 5 cats due to unfortunate recent event. (birth)
7. I rearrange my a lot. ex: I have done it 4 times since christmas.
8. I hold grudges for a long time.
9. I am sick of my glass, 4 years is long enough. I want contacts.
10. I only watched The Goonies for the first time a few weeks ago, and I watched it 3 times that day.
11. I want to do a lot of travelling in the future, and some day reside in England.
12. I'd love to portray a career in acting. I want to be in a movie sometime in my life.
13. I hated tomato's up intil a year ago. Now I love them.
14. I sing all the time and drive my mother crazy doing it.
15. I love playing with model magic. And I act like a kid 90% of the time.
16. I am super different and weird, but I embrace it.
17. My dream was to audition for canadian idol, the year I was old enough to audition they cancelled the show. Assholes.
18. Going into Chapter's is like heaven. I feel so peaceful.
19. I have a dent in my forehead from walking into a door caseing.
20. I own cabbage patch kids movies, I recently watched one called "The Clubhouse"
21. I played dress up with Jenny. We went out in public and made a little girl cry.
22. A lot of times I do and say without thinking and end up getting myself into trouble.
23. During my parents wedding, I stood up and said "Where's god !?" I was 3, how was I to know? I was escorted out of the ceremony and made a scene in the process.
24. I have over 80 Glee songs on my ipod.
25. I still have sleepovers at my Gram's and I am 18 years old.
26. I know every word to the Jim Carrey version of "The Grinch." I watch it all year round.
27. If I dont have pockets or a purse with me, I will keep my phone, money, etc; in my bra.
28. I complain when I am stressed out and busy, but I also complain when I have nothing to do. I am never satisfied.
29. I used to be a figure skater. For 4 years.
30. I love staying in bed all days and just watching movies.
2. I've moved 7 times.
3. I grew up as an only child, but now I have 3 step siblings.
4. Instead of GTL (like jersey shore) my motto is SBL, sweats bun & lack of makeup
5. This is my fifth year of highschool.
6. I have 5 cats due to unfortunate recent event. (birth)
7. I rearrange my a lot. ex: I have done it 4 times since christmas.
8. I hold grudges for a long time.
9. I am sick of my glass, 4 years is long enough. I want contacts.
10. I only watched The Goonies for the first time a few weeks ago, and I watched it 3 times that day.
11. I want to do a lot of travelling in the future, and some day reside in England.
12. I'd love to portray a career in acting. I want to be in a movie sometime in my life.
13. I hated tomato's up intil a year ago. Now I love them.
14. I sing all the time and drive my mother crazy doing it.
15. I love playing with model magic. And I act like a kid 90% of the time.
16. I am super different and weird, but I embrace it.
17. My dream was to audition for canadian idol, the year I was old enough to audition they cancelled the show. Assholes.
18. Going into Chapter's is like heaven. I feel so peaceful.
19. I have a dent in my forehead from walking into a door caseing.
20. I own cabbage patch kids movies, I recently watched one called "The Clubhouse"
21. I played dress up with Jenny. We went out in public and made a little girl cry.
22. A lot of times I do and say without thinking and end up getting myself into trouble.
23. During my parents wedding, I stood up and said "Where's god !?" I was 3, how was I to know? I was escorted out of the ceremony and made a scene in the process.
24. I have over 80 Glee songs on my ipod.
25. I still have sleepovers at my Gram's and I am 18 years old.
26. I know every word to the Jim Carrey version of "The Grinch." I watch it all year round.
27. If I dont have pockets or a purse with me, I will keep my phone, money, etc; in my bra.
28. I complain when I am stressed out and busy, but I also complain when I have nothing to do. I am never satisfied.
29. I used to be a figure skater. For 4 years.
30. I love staying in bed all days and just watching movies.
Thursday, 17 February 2011
Me, My ship, and I
I don't feel so lonely anymore
The hurt has risen and floated away
Strong headed, I didn't let you in
You couldn't break me down
The sea has stopped rushing over me
It has dried up for now
I wish it would stay away forever
But there will always be a storm
I've treid to fight it off
Here on my ship of no crew
There is no men to go over board
Just me to take care of
Once in awhile, every so often
A visitor will come aboard
Usually someone I could learn to admire
But they never end up staying long
My ship has seen many mates
yet, there is only one who stays true
Why that would be the captain of course
Always just the ship and I, fighting through every storm
- louanne
The hurt has risen and floated away
Strong headed, I didn't let you in
You couldn't break me down
The sea has stopped rushing over me
It has dried up for now
I wish it would stay away forever
But there will always be a storm
I've treid to fight it off
Here on my ship of no crew
There is no men to go over board
Just me to take care of
Once in awhile, every so often
A visitor will come aboard
Usually someone I could learn to admire
But they never end up staying long
My ship has seen many mates
yet, there is only one who stays true
Why that would be the captain of course
Always just the ship and I, fighting through every storm
- louanne
Goodbye
I wrote this story during our micro-fiction week in my creative writing class. It was inspired by an amazing person who used to be my friend. I miss you.
How would you feel if someone told you goodbye? What if this someone was your bestfriend for four years? Would you feel hurt if they told you that your the girl they'd do anything for and they've always loved you; but now they're saying goodbye. I can answer all of those questions and tell you that I felt sad and yes I felt hurt. I can tell you that losing my best friend Denver, killed me inside. We had fought before and we'd gotten over it; it was different that time. It's as if we'd been fighting a war for an entire month; there was a constant battle at the front with no breathing room. I knew how it all would end and I remember wishing I was wrong. There would be no victory as we had both given up and would much rather the silence.
I met Denver my first year at East Valley High. He was in my english class and we hit it off right away. We hit it off so well that we ended up dating for a few months. The break up wasn't terrible at all if anything it was for the best as we only grew closer afterwords. Over our next years at high school we managed to create the best friendship anyone could ask for; we had become each others family. We both went through hard times and always overcame it with each others help. I wish that strong bond we had, held on forever.
During our graduating year, Denver became very depressed. He wasn't living at home, he hung out with the wrong crowd, and the drug problem only got worse. He began to push me away but I fought hard to keep myself in. I spent many nights in tears wishing I could help him; he was my bestfriend, and I felt his hurt.
No matter how hard I tried and reminded him of the past he continued fighting harder against me. He fought me until it came to a point where I was forced to surrender and he had done the same. There was a barrier between us that was much to strong for me to take down. A few days after, he wrote me a letter filled with words creating his "final goodbye" to me, as he called it. He signed the letter and wrote "p.s. you'll always be my number one girl."
I never forgot the day I read it and I never got rid of it either. Here I am today, three years later with the letter clutched in my hand, standing before a headstone labelled "Denver Howe. Beloved brother and son." Standing next to me was his mother; she grabbed my hand, turned to me and said "You were his only regret in life, he told me saying goodbye was the biggest mistake he ever made." I smiled at her as a tear started to form in the corner of my eye; I looked at the letter and placed it beside the headstone. My final words whispered in the wind as I walked away, "I forgive you. Goodbye."
- louanne
How would you feel if someone told you goodbye? What if this someone was your bestfriend for four years? Would you feel hurt if they told you that your the girl they'd do anything for and they've always loved you; but now they're saying goodbye. I can answer all of those questions and tell you that I felt sad and yes I felt hurt. I can tell you that losing my best friend Denver, killed me inside. We had fought before and we'd gotten over it; it was different that time. It's as if we'd been fighting a war for an entire month; there was a constant battle at the front with no breathing room. I knew how it all would end and I remember wishing I was wrong. There would be no victory as we had both given up and would much rather the silence.
I met Denver my first year at East Valley High. He was in my english class and we hit it off right away. We hit it off so well that we ended up dating for a few months. The break up wasn't terrible at all if anything it was for the best as we only grew closer afterwords. Over our next years at high school we managed to create the best friendship anyone could ask for; we had become each others family. We both went through hard times and always overcame it with each others help. I wish that strong bond we had, held on forever.
During our graduating year, Denver became very depressed. He wasn't living at home, he hung out with the wrong crowd, and the drug problem only got worse. He began to push me away but I fought hard to keep myself in. I spent many nights in tears wishing I could help him; he was my bestfriend, and I felt his hurt.
No matter how hard I tried and reminded him of the past he continued fighting harder against me. He fought me until it came to a point where I was forced to surrender and he had done the same. There was a barrier between us that was much to strong for me to take down. A few days after, he wrote me a letter filled with words creating his "final goodbye" to me, as he called it. He signed the letter and wrote "p.s. you'll always be my number one girl."
I never forgot the day I read it and I never got rid of it either. Here I am today, three years later with the letter clutched in my hand, standing before a headstone labelled "Denver Howe. Beloved brother and son." Standing next to me was his mother; she grabbed my hand, turned to me and said "You were his only regret in life, he told me saying goodbye was the biggest mistake he ever made." I smiled at her as a tear started to form in the corner of my eye; I looked at the letter and placed it beside the headstone. My final words whispered in the wind as I walked away, "I forgive you. Goodbye."
- louanne
First post
So I guess I have a blog now. How weird. I would have never created one on my own but now I have one thanks to my creative writing class, thanks Macgill.
I will also be signing my posts as lou'anne. because my middle name is ridiculous.
That is all.
- lou'anne
I will also be signing my posts as lou'anne. because my middle name is ridiculous.
That is all.
- lou'anne
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